Hi (name), Please do not come to christmas at our place, christmas upsets you guys so much i dont want to inflict more pain so you can keep your hate & selfishness to yourselves and allow (us) to celebrate to any extent that we need too, even if it includes 'cash & prizes'. You guys are not the only ones that have difficulties we just choose not to vomit them out on you. So now you are free of the worry, expense & having to interact with us. Not sure why you just didn't decline the invite to start with. Any reply can be made to (her husband).In actuality, I myself did not accept the invite. In fact, there was no invite. There was a general announcement that Christmas was at their place.
My response can obviously not be sent to her. But shortly I will publish it here.
Not for her, but for me. Which is what the original post was about anyway...me trying to figure out why I feel the way I do.
Maybe I am psychic, maybe I was picking up on the true nature of this Beast we call Christmas.